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18 May 2011 @ 07:43 pm
My mouth is finally getting back to normal, which means it isn't drying out at every opportunity so I have to stay up all night with a water bottle in my face, dripping it on my tongue. And that isn't an exaggeration, I actually did that. Dry mouth is like...one of the worst things I have ever experienced, physically. It was worse than asthma because it made my tongue all huge and I couldn't talk right and that freaked me out so I had anxiety attacks and couldn't breathe anyway. And my mouth hurt because it dried out if I didn't drink water constantly. And I was always aware of it. It's still the tiniest bit dry, but nothing like it has been, and my tongue feels like it fits in my face now.

YOU ALL NEEDED TO KNOW THESE MINUTE DETAILS ABOUT ANXIETY MEDICATION SIDE EFFECTS. Okay, you probably didn't, but now you do anyway ;) And really, if that is the worst side effect they give me, I can deal. But I am saying that now because it seems to be over! It seems like such a minor thing, but oh dear GOD it was a week and a half of quite an ordeal.

Now there is chicken ceasar salad (oh god, I just ate so much of it which is so good) and Silent Hill, which is so atmospheric and the music is pretty and there are monsters and I have random threads to start in FS and the kitten is sleeping beside me. I feel happy and warm and loved and lucky. And calm. I feel calm.

Thank everything for that.

Now I just have to start eating more again. I still have no appetite, which bothers me. My clothes are all way too big. Like...it is impressive how much weight I lost in two weeks (yes, I am not pleased about this). So tomorrow I am going to eat three meals. I know, right? I CAN DO THIS!
Current Mood: contentcontent
♟ a king has his reign and then he diesshatters on May 18th, 2011 08:00 am (UTC)

Let me curl next to you and share the calm. /GREEDY
Künstliches Mädchen | ☘Lara Kelley Gallagher☘: DL~Eleanor I <3 my whole lifeartemisofluna on May 18th, 2011 08:05 am (UTC)

You are always welcome! I will share all the calm :D
♟ a king has his reign and then he diesshatters on May 18th, 2011 08:08 am (UTC)

/curls into....naps... at work LIKE A BOSS
Künstliches Mädchen | ☘Lara Kelley Gallagher☘: Grandma's House~*waves*artemisofluna on May 18th, 2011 08:10 am (UTC)
I will protect you from Silent Hill too.

Hahhahaa like a boss :D
♟ a king has his reign and then he diesshatters on May 18th, 2011 08:20 am (UTC)
;___; I love that movie tho, it's so atmospheric! LIKE TRON HURHURHRU

aksjdkalda yes
Künstliches Mädchen | ☘Lara Kelley Gallagher☘: Boosh~Lovely Noelartemisofluna on May 18th, 2011 08:24 am (UTC)
IT IS! And to be honest, I would probably be really crap at protecting anyone from Silent Hill since most likely I would just hide and cry...

♟ a king has his reign and then he diesshatters on May 18th, 2011 08:34 am (UTC)
YEAH I'm with you there. >_____________< so freaky sob.
Künstliches Mädchen | ☘Lara Kelley Gallagher☘: Abandoned~Carnival horseartemisofluna on May 18th, 2011 08:39 am (UTC)
Pyramid Head would be all "THIS MAH KNIFE" and that'd be the end of that!
Circe: -- Pyramid Head boogie_honeyspider on May 18th, 2011 09:03 am (UTC)
Künstliches Mädchen | ☘Lara Kelley Gallagher☘: DL~Rovena hesitantlyartemisofluna on May 18th, 2011 09:19 am (UTC)
Because you are too hot for this world, Leah.
the Avaunt Guard: libraryroselet on May 18th, 2011 08:26 am (UTC)
I am glad your tongue is approaching normal size! Also, what would you like on your pizza for Saturday? Also, if you ever want company while Alison is away, let me know and I will come over and cook vast amounts of risotto like I did last time! (Or at my house. Or something that isn't risotto. Or maybe none of these things at all! I don't know!) :)
Künstliches Mädchen | ☘Lara Kelley Gallagher☘: DL~Isabella Heart-shaped glassesartemisofluna on May 18th, 2011 08:29 am (UTC)
I would like pepperoni and pineapple and onions and things! And I will bring my BBQ sauce if you don't have any! And YAY RISOTTO! Next week Alison and Leah are both going to be away! Company will be good!
the Avaunt Guard: creativeroselet on May 18th, 2011 08:51 am (UTC)
I've got a smoky manuka BBQ sauce, if that's acceptable? And I will pencil you in for next week, then. :D Being alone in the house can be nice but it can also be OMG I'M GOING CRAZY WHAT WAS THAT NOISE. So I will make noises for you. Risotto, I mean.
Künstliches Mädchen | ☘Lara Kelley Gallagher☘: DL~Noah seriously never dance...artemisofluna on May 18th, 2011 08:59 am (UTC)
Oooh sounds lovely! YAY RISOTTO AND ALINA!!
Raen: Amanda - The darkness in the dayphfa on May 18th, 2011 09:03 am (UTC)
I am so proud of you, you are gorgeous and wonderful and clever and strong.
Künstliches Mädchen | ☘Lara Kelley Gallagher☘: Stephen Fry is my Kingartemisofluna on May 18th, 2011 09:19 am (UTC)
Raenphfa on May 18th, 2011 09:24 am (UTC)
I love you too!! I will be home on Friiiiiday! (Gotta come home on Friday!)
Künstliches Mädchen | ☘Lara Kelley Gallagher☘: Love Actually To me you are perfectartemisofluna on May 18th, 2011 10:51 am (UTC)
Raenphfa on May 18th, 2011 07:55 pm (UTC)
i think this was the best message to wake up to! Lol!
Sena Flash: ariel ~ bubblesmoment_of_sen on May 18th, 2011 12:26 pm (UTC)
Calm! Food! Hooray!

Yes, we shall do something next week! I'm determined to be a teeny bit more social to cheer myself up, around writing essays ;)