Oddly enough, I am feeling much less stressed about life in general. Whatever these herbs my mother told me to take for sleeping and stress-relief are, they're working a bloody treat. This is when I should be FREAKING OUT but the stress is at a manageable level which just means I am motivated not to slack. And I sleep through the night and wake up refreshed. For like...the FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE EVER. It's not an exaggeration. I'm serious. My mind turns off at night when it used to runandrunandrunandrunandrun...etc. This is so freaking blissful. And maybe it's a placebo effect, but who CARES, it's working!
I like this. I like not feeling incredibly unwell while slogging through this kind of crap. I still don't think I am doing my best work because I can't take as long on it as I want, but I'm dealing with that too.