So tickets here when Nikki wants to come are over SIX HUNDRED DOLLARS. Because of the Melbourne Cup.
Sorry. I have a loan to pay. I can't afford that and the 450 from last time and the 100 from the time before that.
What happened to people paying me back?
And now I am getting all angry and irrational and nobody NEEDS THAT RIGHT NOW!!!
I forgot when it because my responsibility to do this. Did I agree to that? And I kind of wonder why I was expected to do it this time because, yes, it WAS an idea I had awhile ago. And yes if I hadn't used my savings to buy the other ticket to NOT BE REPAID it wouldn't matter because Hey, I could use my savings. Sorry, that's gone. GONE. And I have a fucking HUGE debt to the US which I have to pay EVERY MONTH and I have to pay Lewi's parents 200 bucks EVERY MONTH. So even if I WANTED to book this ticket right now, I couldn't, because I don't have enough in my bank account AND MY SAVINGS ARE GONE (to be replaced once I get my tax return in 2 weeks)
Jesus Christ, I wish money weren't such a big deal. I also which I knew how to say no. Or "Can't you help with this?" Or, "Uhm...don't YOU have savings somewhere? And so why am I cleaning out MINE to do this?"
Oh ok...I guess I just said it.
I suggest leaving me alone for about 2 hours. Unless of course, you are giving me money. With the exception of Nikki and Lewi.
Well and Jamie, but that's RP. Good distraction...yessssss
I just want to cry.
EDIT: *bursts out laughing* Oh dear. So I check my email and what do I find. A letter from United offering me like 300 bucks off a plane ticket. Unfortunately they don't fly to Christchurch, but the humor was not lost on me, thank goodness. I'm glad I can't stay very pissed for very long.